Thursday, October 7, 2010

Yes, it's true, only God can judge me.

I know if a lot of people know this, but if you know ME, then you know I'm somebody who lays it all out on the table. I don't hold back normally, at least not these days. I'm an emotional person, and If I'm happy, sad, or mad, I want the whole damn world to know; that's just me, that's who I am. I think a lot of the people I know think I'm a nut case, but what's wrong with being real? That's who I am, and if you can't accept that, then you don't belong in my life. I'm not changing who I am to be accepted.  

I think I've spent too much of my time and what little energy I already have to please other people. It's true when they say, It's so hard to please other people happy, but it's easy to piss them off. Maybe some of my aspirations in life aren't like yours; maybe some of my priorities in life aren't like yours; maybe my view on certain issues aren't like yours, but does that mean they're wrong? No. It means, I have opinions, and different views on life, but that shouldn't matter.

I spend way too much time worrying about what other people think. I don't even know why. Actually, I do. I think society has taught us that we have to be a size 0, that we have to fit in to a certain crowd, agree with certain opinions, and act a certain way to be accepted. Well, that's not how or who I want to be. 

All I want is to be me; I want friends who accept me for ME; Family who will accept me for ME. I also think that's why so many people deal with social anxiety, or any anxiety for that matter. We are so wrapped up in what other people think. It's sickening. 

Live for you and your family.  They are the only ones that matter.. besides Jesus Christ of course =0)

1 comment:

  1. We live for the ONE WHO gave us life.

    Truth IS, The Messiah testified, "I can do nothing of Mine own self"! What then can we do?

    Faith is the Victory, and Faith will not create a religion.

    For Faith is Family.......

    Father Help! and He does.......